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Friday, August 05, 2005
I Mizz Blogging Well it had been months since i loast blog..Just tooo lazy to do it and had been busy job hunting too... Yeah,true enough being a Muslim lady wearing a tudung its so damn hard to get a job...But nevertheless im never giving up eventhough the truth sometimes i just feel like giving up..ekhkhe..But u know what makes me going on???cos i wanna be MANDIRI!!!!Or independence in ENglish...Im just so work out ah...Over so many issues...Mum,got scalded by hot water about 2 weeks ago...ehkehke there its her own fault ah...for being so careless.....Well its recovering now..Well i have to be her Nurse...for 2 weeks...cleaning up her wound and stuffs.. Well, as for me...im just ok in ti top condition..Oh yesh,to my friend,Jane,i just wanna congratulate u on ur pregnancy..Eventhough i didnt get to attend ur wedding and be with you and we r not close enough,i just do hope u be extra careful k...take care of ur health..dont skip ur meal..if u have to eat ur medication,please do so regularly...N i hope n doa for u to be a good mother aiite!!! really anxious on waiting of ur child birth... I guess would stop for now... Thursday, June 30, 2005
Haf Been Months Since I Last Blog Finally,im setting some of my time to blog..Well,been too busy job hunting since my last job @ Madrasah Al-Irsyad Al-Islamiah..for 3 months,i was occupied teachin the kids and i really gained a lot from the teacher there...and most importantly,i miss the kids there...eventhough they could be irritating sometimes and out of control,they are the light of my life....they are the beginning of my life... well,but now,its over..im no more there...and im here sitting down surfing for a job and non-stop buying The Straits Time Daily....yeah imj back job hunting...meantime im also furthering my studies @ Informatics doing a International Diplioma In Business Administration(Marketing).Well my 1st lesson kick off on Tuesday..And my lesson was ECONOMICS...just imagine me in an economics class.khkeh well im not making any fun of this...im gonna make full use of my time here...n learn all things i can...im gonna make sure...im gonna get the dip.... Im sweating it out to find a job...A job that suits me...so if anyone got lobang for jobs,please tell me.... Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Im Feeling Sick Now....Blahh Im feeling a bit sick now...Not because of im working but i guess because lack of sleep...Most of my collegues they are too sick either down with flu,cough or fever...Mdm Roszana she juz came back from a 2 days MC.... I went back to ITE MacPherson on Monday to get my EAGLES award...wow!!lots of changes....be it in the SRC and the school...here are some pics for all of you to see...  See how spacious it is now...  This used to be my office & look @ it now...  See...they haf new furnitures...  At last!!!The board is up on the wall!!! Well,i had been taking pictures secrtely in class of my students....They were so well behaved wen they were doing their work...  This is my P5 IHSAN....And that is Ahmad Zaki & Mohd Shaheed on the right.  P2 IHSAN...Eventhough they were the cause of me of having a sore throat but still they are the one often cheering me up with their Love Letters for me... Ok dats all for now...Would blog again wen i can... Sunday, April 03, 2005
It Does Hurt.. Somehow another if you just know the truth,it would hurt you just too deep inside...all dis while,i had always cherish & treasure you..maybe u would nvr know what i had asked from HIM to make my relationship with you evergoing... The sms that were being send by you was expected..i knew it already & thats why i had sent u a message that would make you know how much i love you....I was cooled enough to take the blow...i had told you...i had never done things with others like i did with you...but that was my past...HE wants me to be with you....be there to help you through...cos you would be a good Muslim if you follow HIM... My dear.how i wish things would never end this way...But i have to....for you to know how much i love you...It was never my NIAT to forget you.....Im tryiing to forget what happened to us...Since i came back my DOA had been for both of us....& iti would always be.... Enough about this...K...yesterday Bahas was on @ Masjid Sultan....It was kinda slacky...the audience was like half dead..kehkheke....But nevertheless some pics here/
Dats kak Tuty....She was the Pengerusi Yesterday.
Pembahas From St Joseph
The Pembahas FRom MWTI; Winner for 2 years
Tired after bahas was over,we had our food....
Wen Kak Tuty & Kak Diana meets, there will always be stories to tell...
This vain & naive girl is always taking pictures....
See thats her again!!Wat??!! A New partner in crime???
Right after Bahas we went over to Abg Tham's in law house...where kakak n the baby is....And for your info its a baby boy!!Yeahh....khekehe & indeed he is a special baby....
Thats Abg Tham The Junior....
And yesh as i had requested from Abg & Kakak i am goin to be the first to hold.
Thats Kak Dee..opps sorry should be call Nenek now yeah kak Dee.
Oh yesh...n now im already a Auntie to Abg Tham Junior..khekhkhek Allright penning off now...gtg for Kenduri n later for Bahas...Later another partner in crime would come..yesh... Friday, April 01, 2005
A Week Been In Irsyad... Bismillahirahmannirahim..Alhamdulillah it had been a week im teaching @ Irsyad... Firstly i was really clueless on how i am gonna start on my study plan for my students...I had to learn from teachers around me... Well obviously i had to be thick skin enough to ask for their help....Somehow another when i was only there for a day,the students that i had taken over from the previous teachers they were great & obvoulsy lots of Qs' for me....what i had to do with them, i had done...& now im awaiting for next week... Well im always busy @ my desk marking & reading my students books...
Jus look how messy my side desk is....
Look! There's a Whole lots of books Awaiting For Me..Dis Was Like After I Had Tidy My Table.
Was Taken Outside My School...Its Foggy...
Alhamdulilah, my weeks were occupied....& i am awaiting for next and upcoming to come.. today after Friday prayer,a guy came up to me.... Him: Assalammualaikum Cikgu Aisya. Are You Teaching P2 IHSAN? Me:Yes I Am.... Him:Where had you stopped for them? Me:What? Him:Oh I'm taking over them from you. Me:Oh ok.....
Well...Alhamdulillah i had one class less now....so now i can focus on my other 3 classes....especially on my P6 ITQAN...They need my attention right now...I want them to be the best out of the best...even though im only gonna be here for a while...i want them to know that i am here for them....Be it good or bad... Frankly my class kids they are cheerful....but they are all attention seekers...I donno if i should stay on or not...& i know if i were to stay on,i would not be their form teacher...obvoulsy should give to someone more experience than me... P6 ITQAN: Cikgu are you goin to be our Form Teacher? Me: Yes i am...but only for the tyme being... P6 ITQAN:Alah Cikgu..stay with us ah....Asyik tukar-tukar Cikgu jer boringlah. Me:I know...but i am only here as a Relief Teacher..You will get a new form teacher once i leave..  Gazing out of the busssz...  Dozings off.... Well i pen off now.....M A bit tired...preparing some stuffs for my form class... Thursday, March 24, 2005
Me?As A Relief Teacher??CAn U Imagine Dat??!! Alhamdulillah.....i found another job in hand....A Malay Relief teacher at Madrasah Al-Irsyad.But,looking @ the time slot that i was being told,it would be hard for me to rush back to Night Safari for work....Sigh im really thinking hard now..... Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Im Really Happy For You. Last Saturday it was one of my close friend wedding..Still remember the smses that she had sent me earlier last week..Like a knife,it really hurt my heart n make it bleed without anyone knowing it...Yeah & because of it too,i had a fever for 2 days i had to lay down on bed @ home sick...I was flipping thru and browsing thru our pictured together when i saw dis pic @ Lot 1. It was really a memorable tyme for us..You know something my friend,how i wish you were really in my shoe to understand my situation....I still haf things i need to do first...My trip 2 Malacca was no fun trip even there were some fake smile i had to put up for...Cos i remembered it was ur wedding my friend and i cant be there...i know you just simply despite me now...its okay my friend but still 2 me you are my friend...Wen i saw your pic wif your husband,im really happy for you and wen i saw the smile on your face,i know you are happy wif ur life now..maybe not having me as a friend would even do you better...i do not know how to let you know i had always pray for you....especially i know dat somehow u r not in good terms wif me...how i wish you would take back every single words you say to me...esp about my trip to Haj....and about my tudung...it just hurt....just bleed too much....In good,i got stab by someone i had regarded my other half....My mind and heart was really haywire....i do not know wat i should do....all i hope for was ur happiness...
Application had been sent...Now im awaiting for the results of the approval of my admission...I know its gonna be hard for me but for my future and my interest,i have to leave dis land of Singapore for a long period of tyme...To be exact 4 years....Im going away....Away to fufill my desire.. To all bloggers,please DOA for my success yeah...And to my 2 close friends,i love you a lot even if you guys had hated me & erased me from the lists of friends you had.... To Adibah @ Dee,I would always love you dear...Only you what goes on in me...YYou know just 2 much about me...Please im really hopin to meet you up soon... Got to go now...need to do my prayer...would update soon...
Monday, March 14, 2005
When Tsumina is up in my head... Sekiranya dunia ini digempakan dengan gegaran Tsunami,di MEkkah alMukaramah pula digemparkan dengan Tsumina...Kenapa ia digelarkan Tsumina??Senang saja,kejadiannya berlaku di Mina..Masih segar lagi di ingatan ketika itu aku sakit.Demam,selsema,batok....Daripada aku menjaga Emak,Nenek Hajah Rapeynhnah dan juga Ummie,mereka pula yang harus menjagaku.Aku masih ingat ketika itu Mumie Hajah Habsah yang menemaniku ke doktor..Demamku sungguh panas hinggakan ku perlu berehat sahaja. Tidak dapat lakukan apa-apa. Apa yang boleh aku katakan ketika TSUMINA ini melanda,aku sedang lena dibuai mimpi hingga Emak kejut aku bangun meminta aku melipat tilam tipis aku itu.Semasa hendak ke tandas dapat aku lihat perubahan cuaca dari tempatku.Hujan mula turun renyai-renyai tetapi tidak lama dari itu bunyi guruh serta hujan lebat membuatku sedih dan insaf dengan diri ini...ajal dan maut di tangan ALLAH...
Tanpa henti,kami semua berdzikir,bertasbih dan ada juga yang bangun mendirikan solat hajat.Aku tidak mampu hanya dapat berdzikir memohon ampunan dariNYA....Bajuku basah,tilamku basah mujur ku membawa lebih baju dan juga cadar yg diberi dijadikan pengalas untuk tidur...
Baiklah...member2 lain kalau nak tahu lagi,jumpalah aku eh...kehkeheke
Semalam,aku telah ke Melaka mengikut Smailing Tours bagi meraihkan ulangtahunnya yang ke 25. Kami semua telah ke rumah anak-anak yatim yang terletak di PERNU...Aku lihat mereka sama seperti anak-anak kecil dan remaja di sini....Sekumpulan kanak-kanak ini tiap-tiap kali nampakku sering memintaku mengambil gambar mereka.. Apa yang membuatku gembira adalah keceriaan mereka itu.....
Buat masa ini,keputusan masih belum diambil...Aku masih mencari pekerjaan di sini...Diskriminasi terhadap kita yang berbangsa melayu dan islam amatlah sangat....Alternatif,aku bercadang untuk smabung belajar di Malaysia mengambil Sarjana Muda B.Melayu.... Itu cuma satu back-up plan saja...Lihatlah bagaimana keadaan...
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Searching High & Low Its Exactly 9 days since im home....Well,alhamdulillah the tiredness is reducing though...Finally i had my pictures develop....And yesh Mummy Rossy & Daddy Alwi came over for the kenduri last Sunday.Saw the pictures they had taken.Im eyeing to develop most of it.Yeah obviously there are a lot of my picture in it though..kehkheke...Went to get groceries for home yesterday.But wat a day.I totally forgotten to bring along wif me my shopping cart that i had to carry them myself...Halfway through i call Emak up asking whether Adik was back from school...Unfortunately,she was not back yet...Nevertheless i haf to reach home soon....On my way back,a Chinese uncle offer his help...Well didnt know dat we were actually neighbours..he was staying right in front of my block..I thank him a lot....Only GOd could repay his deed towards me... Yesterday evening went to Mummy Eda house @ Blk 4. Saw the pictures she took of me & indeed some of it was candid shot...How naughty of her,Emak & Mummy Rossy to play prank towards me & Umi Habibah...Photos would be uploaded once im donw with some registering.... Saturday, February 19, 2005
It Will Be Kept Deep In My Heart
Labaikallah Humalabaik, Labaikala Syarikalakabaik, InnalHamda,Waniq Mata', Laqawalmuk,LaaSyarikala'. Alhamdulilah...aku telah selesai melakukan rukun Islam yang terakhir..Sujud Syukur & Doaku panjatkan Kepada Allah SWT yang telah memberikan HidayahNYA yang amat tidak terhingga.Walaupun pada mulanya,ia semua seperti sesuatu yang agak mendesak dan terkejut buat diri ini,tetapi aku pergi menghanyut seruan Illahi walaupun rintihan yang harus diharungi.
Kepergiaan aku pada mulanya penuh cabaran dan tidak ketenteraman jiwa. Tetapi,sahutan Ka'abah padaku semakin hampir...Pilu aku rasakan pada mulanya..Tetapi penuh keinsafan....
Kepada seorang teman yang telah menemaniku sewaktu menelefonku sewaktu di dalam perjalanan ke lapangan terbang,terima kasih kerana telah menjadi bahu aku menangis dan mencurahkan isi hatiku....Memang sesungguhnya tangisan air mata telah melemahkan diriku ini....Selama sebulan merantau mencari hidayah ALLAH telah menginsafkan aku..Bertahajud & menyerahkan diri kepada ALLAH SWT telah membuat aku sedar betapa Agungnya Kekuasaan ALLAH SWT....Aku lakukan apa yang tidak pernah aku lakukan di tanah halal ini...
Bangun seawal 0100pagi setiap hari dan menuju ke Masjidil Haram tepat pukul 0330pagi setiap hari serta bertahajjud;menyerahkan diri ini kepada-NYA membuat aku sedar betapa kerdilnya aku. Dan betapa Pemurahnya ALLAH itu kepada UmatNYA yang tidak alpa dengan dunia ini...Ummi Habibah yakni Asatizah di mana aku telah menuntut ilmu ALLAH banyak mengajar dan membimbingku... Nasihat-nasihat yang telah diberikan kepadaku amatlah berguna....
Sewaktu di sana,aku banyak berdoa kepadaNYA dan sering sujud kepadaNYA...Tidak lepas dari solat dekat dengan Ka'abah menimmbulkan keinsafan dan membuatku gembira melihat kebesaran ALLAH SWT.Linangan air mata sering menjadi temanku.Setiap saat di sana aku habiskan dengan zikrullah yakni pengubat dan juga pelindung buatku...
Beberapa kejadiaan yang telah terjadi pada diriku benar-benar membuatku insaf akan waktu jahilku. Ummi Habibah berusaha memulihkan aku dan Emak.Allah maha Kaya..Segala apa yang pernah terjadi diketahui oleh Ustaz yang telah datang merawat aku dan Emak.Aku tak terkata. Adik yakni Hafiz iaitu anak Ummi Habibah banyak berkongsi dengan aku beberapa perkara dan juga yang harus aku amalkan agar dapat melindungi diri ini...Alhamdulillah im doin it till now while typing my blog ni....
Walaupun ada juga peristiwa yang tidak dapat aku kongsi,tetapi ia menimbulkan keinsafan pada diriku sendiri...Semoga Hajiku MEndapat Haji Yang Mabrur Dan ALLAH SWT melindungi aku dari yang Buruk...Amin....
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PS:To All Bloggers,Thanks For The Doa & ENcouragement..Alhamdulillah Im Back & Had Found My True Answer To Every Thing......
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Slideshow - Multiple Image
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- You can choose how many images places are shown in the display area from one up to the number of images you have in the array.
The display area automatically resizes to accommodate this number of places.
These image places are used to scroll the images.My example is set to show 5 images places scrolling all 12 images.
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You can scroll through all the images in the array or a define a set of images.
To define a set of images you select the first and last image to be shown, the set of images scrolled is then both of these images and all the images between.
Example:
Starting image = 3 ; Ending image = 8;
Images scrolled = 3,4,5,6,7, & 8You can have any number of images in a set.
If you have more image places than images in the set only the set images are shown.
If you have less image places than images in the set the remaining images in the set are still scrolled..
If you have the same image places as your image set then as an image disappears to the left you will see it re-entering from the right.
- Each image can be assigned its own unique link.
- Mouse over stops the display, mouse out restarts the display
- User Options within the script
- img_places=5 // number of image places in the display area
- img_size=50 // size of images, width and height are the same
- img_spacer=2 // space between images
- scroll_all_images=1
// 0 = scroll from first_img_num to last_img_num.
// 1 = scroll through all images in the array
If scroll_all_images is set at zero the following two lines define a set of images - first_img_num=1 // starting image number, 1 to number of images in the array
- last_img_num=2 // ending image number
- display_border=4 //
- border_type="ridge" //
- border_colour="#afa684" //
- display_bgcol="#cfc8a6" // add colour to the space between the images
- display_top=100 // top position must be stated
- display_center=1 // 0 = no 1 = yes, if set at zero then display_left is used
- display_left=100 // left position is over-ridden if display_center is set at 1
- speed=1 // rate the images move
Enter your image and link info into the data array.
If no link is required leave the quotes empty